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You did all you could to help me and... m4w
I Took it for granted!! Now you are gone for ever! I never loved anything as much as I loved you. I know you felt the same. I just refused to accept it. My bi-polar ruined it.. I take that back, I ruined it. You bought books, went to therapy alone and with me. You did it all! It took all this for me to really start to make the changes in my life and now it is to late. I want to thank you though! You have given me the tools to rebuild and I am using them wisely! Therapy, meds, EMDR and believe it or not...Yoga. ;) ( I can actually not fall on my face) You are the most kind, caring,beautiful, passionate, gracious women and you deserve everything good this world has to offer. I went crazy and did something's I will regret for my entire life. I did them cause I was a mess! I know that is no excuse and I know I can't make it right, but I will continue to learn from my mistakes. This I promise. I look back and all i can do is learn! All you wanted was to spend your life with me and I was to blind to see that. I am so sorry and I would give anything to prove it to you. You are my soul mate and I know I will never love anything like I loved you again. So, I am sorry and I hope you get rid of the hurt and find the man that you deserve, but remember, you don't have to look to far! I am still here. I now this now! I hope are paths cross one day. I would give anything to see that smile, hear that married ladies wants real sex Oxford laugh, to hold you in my arms again, make out in the rain and to dance with my baby till all hours of the night! All my love, bi-polar bear
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